Considered fifty shades of grey movie positive awareness. What previously took lightly, we are now

Considered fifty shades of grey movie positive awareness. What previously took lightly, we are now more responsible to handle. For example, the nursing fifty shades of grey movie unhealed soul, but multiple daily blood glucose measurements as well. Or to be a glucose meter radius around me, because I am aware of the dangers of (failing that). I eat consciously, consistently trying fifty shades of grey movie to compile a daily diet that does not mean the same inviolable rules, fifty shades of grey movie but a kind of pursuit of high metabolic function anyway. You have my attention. Myself and others.
As I started to deal with the spiritual world of mine had to do with "inward" to pay attention. Believe me, a daunting situation when you're face to face with yourself. But it is not as easy as when you put your mask before the actual others. Just can not lie to yourself. I can not. But again, this naked, honest Self can only really see and feel if you want to really deal with it. If you really care about what's in the inner world. An interesting tour through this self-awareness.
For example in my case was the recognition of fear of death, which until then was completely alien to me. Never occurred to me to wonder fifty shades of grey movie if you actually be life threatening to walk around without glucose alone. And how many times did it! And believe fifty shades of grey movie me, that the parties fifty shades of grey movie nor the occasion to wonder, do we have enough test strips, diabetes, or insulin that is me ...
At the cellular level in some innate fear. Who knows ... From everything I've been restless. I was afraid of being alone, the szeretetlenségtől, but especially from that time will be something wrong with me. Maybe I read too much on the net for diabetes complications :)
Hypochondria also could call this state because they really afraid fifty shades of grey movie of the disease, but it has never disinfected my toe when he stepped on a cat. So I think it is more of a minor panic about the disease is here :). Fóbiámmá example, has to be measured vércukromat the time, because I do not know whether I notice when my body the marks of trouble. When running out of glucose, sometimes without even produce symptoms of hypoglycemia, if there is no particular reason for it. If my ego terrified of kómától, smooth start up the defensive mechanisms. :) Interesting.
Do you know the cartoon the princess and the frogs :) I love the stories, I have seen this several times. One time, I imagined myself into the position she became a frog, I too was shocked. Myself. All of it has been idle for diabetes and visualized as a momentarily fifty shades of grey movie captured the angst. Because if I would become a frog suddenly wondering how I could use my pen? How to measure your blood sugar and wondered how others would consider me a frog in this state? There was trouble in the head, I know. :) My doctor also been noted in some control occasion that he thought anxious to low blood sugar levels. I think so, but now the situation is much improved.
I do not want to be sick panic, fears live, because I'm not. It is much smarter and stronger than my parents raised better than to sink into such a miserable fifty shades of grey movie state. So I fight because all of my control. If you want to. And do not forget what a fluke that organizations maximize the treatment of diabetes. That never allowed it to stay persistent hyperglycemia, or that belealudjak a night descent glucose 2.0 mmol / l.
Note that due to the many "imaginary" I'm sick at least made sure the tests for that has nothing wrong with me. :) Every organ intact and healthy, so the condition is so absolutely uncomplicated, even after ten years. :) We would also congratulate myself other because this has never made it :))). welcome, DiabGirl
gegniky More than 10 years ago, I was diagnosed with diabetes. Immediately insulin produced, and its size from the start, count, dose Shopping, vintage, and try to be specified diet to adhere well, more or less successfully :) There are plenty of good and bad experiences enriched me and I feel it is time to share these experiences hero's fate colleagues..: ) Of course, I recommend this site to all those who have not heard of diabetes, who have families and friends among them diabetes, who are interested in health topics, or those who simply like bepillantanának thoughtful, tasks and challenges rich hétköznapjaimba. View full profile
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